Word, so yesterday I went bowling and what not, got angry with malachai cuz he was acting nuts. I went in there wanting to make friends, but once I realized that in order to make friends, I would actually have to get involved with somebody else's family, I opted out. So I just bowled with my three peoples of the universe. GOt beat by a 5 year old girl. My own neice. Blah. I think I was in 3rd or 4th place, you see they have those training things on the side and my neice simply slowly bowled in and it always hit the sides and she would get strikes off of that. Meanwhile I hit the sides a few times but alot of the times I didn't go into the gutter. Or the sides to be precise. So I would've won in the end, with a..60 or something?

Yeah, then I played street fighter, it was beyond awesome, I didn't lose any rounds at all cuz I play it on my computer here, I was getting all angry and I was pretty much annoying the guy next to me cuz I was going so hard and getting angry and he was just patiently playing a lottery game. They really picked the WRONG spot to put such a high octane fighting game. Technically you know. It's funny how I decided to get the game though, I said to myself "oh you know what be AWESOME, orgasmic awesome?! Street fighter RIGHT NOW!!" and so I looked around and I saw nothing so I began to be let down, then I went around the room to see if it was on the other side and so I went to other side and then I looked behind me, and right behind me, the street fighter CONSOLE omg omg omg omg omg omg omg and it only costed 50 cents, not like the other games which cost 1.00 dollar and you die in like 2 minutes. I played the street fighter game and won every battle and played 50 cents for 15 minutes...OHH MY GOD. I thought I was going to lose but I luckily was very nice and the computer wasn't THAT serious so I played and I BEAT the last battle, but my very last opponent was this cyber akuma guy, and he was nice so I lost.

So I played again and this time I got beat by the damned 3rd battle, I had captain america as my second character so it was way harder because captain america is hard to handle you know. So you know, I lost, captain America is pretty nice. Yeah.

So today actually, just sitting here, everybody is annoying the shit out of me, I'm happily angry with everyone, my mother, malachai, everybody's out to annoy me and make me angry, tread on my water in any form or fashion possible. I gave my power to my mother so she is acting like a fascist homophobe. Malachai refuses to respect...anything...and I want to tear his head off without going to jail - not going to happen. I'm sitting here without anything to do for the day, I want to go somewhere with fams for the rest of the day, but there's nothing. I might have to go outside and play some cold basketball or something. Just to keep me busy. They keep annoying me about DVD players and hooking up things. I have to go outside and get pancake mix cuz my mother left it, I don't even have to complain, cuz my mother left it in the car, I could get angry towards her but instead I wont! I don't need to, she knows this is her fault!! Woooooot.

They are urging me to go to church but I hate jesus. Well god really, cuz he is a lie who will wrap my mind up in shit that is clear deception. I want to call my friend to do something but it is hard to get ahold of him, and he is like my only friend. I don't have many friends in my neighborhood to call.

My mother keeps babying malachai, and that shit is weird, there's no need to baby him, he's not a baby he's 8.

I forgive my